Deployment Part 2

Well after much prayer, Mario has decided not to pursue the deployment to Ecuador in March. He kept telling me that he didn't feel it was the right time to go and that after praying the answer he got was that we need to trust in the Lord. As much as I wanted him to volunteer for a Latin America deployment, I also knew this morning that it wasn't the right time. I always worry that he will have to go to the desert, and who knows, maybe he will someday. But Mario's right, we just need to have faith and put our trust in the Lord and everything will work out. So looks like for now Mario will be sticking around. I am not ready to be a single parent anyway. Problem is, I am not sure I will ever be ready...but I also know that Heavenly Father will help make me strong when the time comes.