I am now to the point where I don't want a dog anymore. Why did I have to cry so hard over Buzz that Mario got me another dog immediately?! Why did he have to get a huge dog that needs so much exercise? Why does this dog constantly need to go to the vet? Why does she shed so much?
I have really been enjoying the couple days with her gone. I can leave food on the counter. I can put a glass of water down in the family room without worrying about it getting knocked over. Best of all, I can eat popcorn in peace (Sophie loves popcorn, but I think she is allergic to the corn.)
Now with the move to Spain and the prospect of living downtown in a great apartment, I am ready to say goodbye to her. I have two people standing in my way-Mario and Zach. I am trying to think of a bribe that would be good enough for Zach but so far, I haven't found one.
I am now to the point where I told them I am no longer taking care of her. I am tired of doing most of the walks, doing most of the sweeping and vacuuming, and picking up after her. I plan to buy a baby gate today so that I can contain her to the family room so I can manage the dog hair better. In her defense, we never brush her.
I do love Sophie and I am probably all talk. I love that if I hear a strange noise at night, I don't worry at all. If Sophie isn't barking, then I know the house is safe. I love getting out and playing ball with her. I love watching her slip and slide on the ice in the winter. I love walking in the house and seeing her there waiting for us. So when all is said and done, I probably won't have the heart to give her up either.